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Friday, May 30, 2008



-Checkmate-
End Of this game.
Right people once again I'm closing my blog.

A blog is an online diary.
It revolves in an axis of what happen in the blogger's life.
But when you stop and limit what is being written and preserved in your blog.
Everything seems so bloody improvising.
Is jus like a fable.

Govern by someone is not my style.
Is not i am frighten or neither am I afraid.
In a direct and immediate level, I would say I hate lying.
Just to prevent conflicts but it still goes on and on.

Is a blog about my life.
Not a blog to conceal the defects and turn it into a Fairytale.
Not
a blog to gain awareness or commiseration.
Is just a place to divulge about how i feel,
clarification of misunderstandings.
Is that a crime?

A question from him.
"Why you have to let the world know about sad stuff in our relationship?!"
First of all it happened and i blogged it down about how i felt on what we quarrel.
Do you understand how i feel?
NOPE~
And a confrontation session will begin.
I can feel it's knocking on my door now.

Don't censure or reprimand me for keeping things for myself.
I don't like verbal contact when I am unhappy.
I rather write for you to read when you have calm down.
The only thing you reproach me is how people will feel after reading.
Rather then understanding me better.

Anyway is MY blog.
YES IS MINE.
I CLOSED it and is MY problem.
No one is to blame.
No physical injury or mental damage.



Thanks to all my friends that are concern for me =)
As i always say
"nothing can beat the smiley face mask i put on!"


-Von-
~Bye Bye bloggie~


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5/30/2008 04:13:00 AM





Lesson Learnt:
Self defending.
Stop calling for help.
First person called beside parents?
Him?
no never..
Help wont come.

The world is fake.
A girl whin about her unhappiness.
A guy pity.
Give her attention.
strong ones tt dont whin.
Gets to be care less.
simply transparent.

I am strong.
I cant remember the last time i need any help from u esp.
I fell.
I rise.

I am just your rag doll.
A doll you dont even notice.
Never wanted to lend a helping hand.
As it can never replace the ones at your home.
Neither did she looks or smells fantastic

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5/30/2008 02:05:00 AM




Thursday, May 29, 2008

Cleared coaching project.
Thanks Jelly BEan he did all the work.
Was so darn jia lat this days.
I only touch up and do power point.

Still Confuse.
Bad mood.
I love you.
But HATE you as well.
Kinda sad you lied still.
I try to let it pass.
IT needs time.
Last chance and a final one.
Goodbye is a comfirm the next time u lied.
ps: i know he gonna be jealous cos i mention guy in the blog but is true he sld be honored

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5/29/2008 03:03:00 AM




Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Clarence Ang this post is purely dedicated to you =)





First of all let me list it out =)


1. Before the birth of brandon you did not contact her anymore wad what u told me.


2. You NEVER have her in your friendster is what u say when i wanna see her looks.


3. The last time i ask you about this to re-comfirm again wad 5days ago.





" Member Since: Oct 2006 <-- brandon is already 6yrs old =.=" conclusion: Dude u lie like a 5years old. I have enough proof to nail you and you still keep repeating the same lies and keep changing the style so many times. i kept this with me since the start of the year. Shock when i send you her pic ? of cos why not? my endurece is my strong point and ability is a gift!





and you accuse me of hurting u when all you did is to lie and lie~ tell me how long more have you got to lie? do i have to endure further to expose more of your lies? dont test me on this =) i already told you i will proof to u why i keep repeating my que and NOW IS REVEALED! want somemore??





you simple minded excuse comes as followed:

Case1



"oh i forgot about it so how can you say i lie"


" I really dunno she was in my friendster! I didnt contact her la!! is another jennifer you're talking about is a mistake..."





Von: Explain this pic? I took it frm yr friendster... lol proof~

Case2

"i thought i deleted her already is so long ago."

Von: with this statement you already add in to more lies cos u said u forgot she is in ur friendster and now u thought u deleted?

case3
" is the past i never cheat on you why you bring this up?"

dude i hate people tt lie u just keep doing it.. yea is pass jus admit it~ untill now u still msn me u are innocent and you feel nth wrong! LMAO

case4
" dar is not the jennifer you talking about i think you got the wrong person"

Von: Right dude when i send u her pic on msn without telling u about who is she~ you admit it was yr ex.. now u say i got the wrong person? come'on clar get freshen up in the toilet and tell me some quality lies..

So can i kindly ask how many jennifer STRIP for you before?!


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5/28/2008 01:01:00 PM




Friday, May 16, 2008

How can i start or Where wld i start?
But well it all comes to an end now....

You said is it because of my past thats why i dont give in all my love...
You ask why i start to change and not as sweet as what i am when we first started..

my reason are simple..
I told myself at the start i will give in all my best.. when u lie the first time i told myself is ur past when u lie the second i told myself i think too much then it adds on~~ but still i try my best not to give up and bite on to this painful hook..

You bring me more lies and i start to fade...
so many times u got prob i will always be there during midnights..
Do you have any idea i am the girl?
You will just MIA me when we just started..

now it all fade with all ur lies and mia...
so when u start to realise someone of urs is drifting and u start to love me more..
Untill now i dun deny i know u love me but it has all fade with ur twisted lies...

i am sick and tired of u not telling the truth..
the conversation ytd simply show u lie and try to cover ur lie with another..
best thing u even forgot what u lie about last time that make a whole big mistake in ur speech ytd...

is about 2 years and guess what u still cant come clean with me..
if you wanna lie~ give me a perfect one and try harder with ur lies with others..
All my studies in the force i can easily snap u at a slight mistake u make..
so lie when u can remember or say the blardy truth...

your lies is not lil lie~ is dirty lies tat a moment is shared with another female...

dont threat me with commit suiside or blame me as you wanna take drugs yrself...
dont farking put all yr blame on me~
i reach not the top but the TIP of the mountain..

To you i am nvr the one for your pretty face... you told me you are lucky u have a great lookng bf and tell me i cant find another guy as good as you are.. lmao~
guess u find another girl tt suit yr pretty face and deserve ur love..

i tried my best, i run a race with you which i endure till now i fell and my lungs crying out for air..

thanks for making me stronger then b4...
with love
Von

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5/16/2008 02:40:00 PM




Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Clinched, refusing to mix my feelings..
Pressure make me lose my equilibrium..
You make love so perplexing..
And hatred is just like an embryonic developing to an adult form..

Simple things I said you will never understand even when i explain a few times.
Defending yourself and casting your blame on me is the best things u can do..
When I seal my lips,you think i accept my blame and glory belongs to you?
Simply because I am tired..

Just a call after work when you are strolling to mrt station is so darn hard..
"busy" was your excuse.. try harder next time...

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5/07/2008 12:05:00 AM




Tuesday, May 6, 2008



Had fun and break away from game..
Bf rent a car to bring me out =)
Went to a couple of place to shop..
Got my jacket!~ thanks darling..
Catch a movie with the free tickets given by Ying and watch "DoomsDay" pretty gross movie lol.. i kinda like it after that supper with stan, darou and clayton as we saw them on their way to watch iron man lol and we ended almost the same time..



Friday we celebrated Shirley's birthday..
I pray that she will be happy and have great friends to light up her path in life..
Sat went for a movie comedy this time round lol..
Sunday slacking day then went to ying's house to fix her com and return car..
Took bus 39 back wow is about an hour trip..











My words are transcribed with great fidelity.
Reach for your heart now..
Do you feel the same?
Or you're hiding away and fear reality kills you?
The mirror you're facing now reflect upon you..
Get a life and don't bother mine..
For all you know I am Impenetrable by someone like you..



Get a life bi*ches..

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5/06/2008 03:33:00 AM








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I am a person whom can be fun if I likes you or I can be a total bitch if you step on me lolx..
Being bought up by two lovely parents i am totally spoilt.

I can be stubborn and arrogant but i am bless with a lovely bf, whom stretch my tolerance of craps to the next level =.=

I am obeisance with the art of Japanese tattoo. I appreciate things like tattoo,blood,black stuff, body modification,piercing, gruesome movie but other then that I think I am as ordinary as you are.
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