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Thursday, August 28, 2008

Happy 26th Birthday to BF!!
May all your wishes come true bf!
长大了不可以在 Lie le har!
ok first of all thanks Hwee Ying, She Zhe, Hwee Ting, Hong Hwee & Hong Sheng to kick off his birthday with pizza cake =p

today went with mom to TM to sign up for mio plan but end up duhz..nvr sign due to my line not 1 years old yet cant transfer ownership! dame la they give my mom wrong info on the phone when u called yesterday..

well upon crossing the road we saw Hwee Ting telling us her sis crying lmao.. she is sick la.. suppose to buy food for them but when i step out =.= dame raining... so we slack till 7+ and went to her house..

their com kanna spyware so bf help them make . . . lolx then i play and is really PLAYING MADLY with the kid.. with me around apart from the two son they add on to another big kid.. lolx.. well ting was suppose to go home but let me nag till she stay ROFL..

then was pizza drumlets honey stars =p yum yum!! forgot to take pic tho =C but nvm is all in our heart lolx..

XII™

8/28/2008 01:31:00 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008

23rd aug sat went to joyce bday.. still waiting for the grp pic..
Happy Birthday To you!!!
well Bf,clayton,maine and me got cakes on us cos the birthday girl went crazy and run around smashing cake.. omg my hair smells like cake after that lmao..

Me & Xiao Mei

So we waited and waited then finally Joyce finish sending people home and got back about 3am? Well it was a saddist day.. i drink a lil and got real bad gastric.. I think operation bell is ringing for me.. dame bad puke blood.. duhz..so end up i left early..

Sunday nth much slp till afternoon went for drumming class..
cab there cos we are late then went home by train..
so darn cold the whole day.. again BF cant catch the base beat lmao so funny...
Act pro hit here hit there then i see the base wrong tiiming all the way =x

TOday was the start of sch day!!!!
Woot after so long finally back to sch!! fucking miss sch seriously..
then was the usual telling us when is exam thingy then the most shocking thing is we have to wear long track pants from next week onwards..
i heard is cos of some lil fuckers from junior class that cause us to be in this long pants shit! but no way!!! HELL NO!!!! i will not wear track pants.

ok now bf boasting say everyone say he look good blaa blaa blaa.. wtf wat u trying to tell me?
go get a girl then.. dont have to tell me how charming u are! duhz..

well blog half way bf speak to me on msn which spoile my mood for the entire sweet lovely day!

.Clarence• ❤ •Devon.Always n Forever We cannot let the past cloud our perception of the future says:
^^ so gd to be back to school
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon.Always n Forever We cannot let the past cloud our perception of the future says:
go back to school like more happier than being with me rite hahaha

I dunno la~ is like yea i am happy in sch cant i even express i am back sch..wtf is wrong with u!!!
DO ＹＯＵ KNOW Ｉ AM ＳＴＲＥＳＳ！！！！！
Since when u will give me trust since when u will let me live my life peacefully!!! ALL I NEED IS JUS 1 day NOT HAVINg TO QUARREL WITH YOU!!!! just 1 day of peace!! very hard izzit...
i cant believe it! is back to basic!! u nvr learn! u can never make me happy..

YES I AM GLAD I GO BACK TO SCH!!! YOU HAPPY AFTER SEEING THIS!!! HAPPY NOW??!
GO on bring this sentence up when we quarrel!
''I find you are happier with your friends esp with your guys fren''
FUCK LA COmE On! get a life la am i some fucking bitch! PLEASE la when i go out with friends which fucking time u are not there... omfg u making me distaste of your presence!!
yea bring this up as well when we quarrel!! make me more piss!! COmE ON!!!! I AM TOTALLY PREPARED!!

XII™

8/25/2008 04:46:00 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Okay! Tadaaa...
Today we had our hair coloured as well as a new hair cut LoL...
Finally bf ditch away his long hair....

and currently bf got prob taking out his lense =.=
he bloody vein la, bought the lense the other day and today after we finish our hairdo he went back home to wear it.. WAH LAU tell u is HELL lol he keep blinking non stop when the lense is no where near... then keep say wanna give up give up then i throw temper la =x cos is the first pair last time he gave up and totally waste it..

so after putting in the lense like FINALLY!!!!!! we went down to far east hoping to take neo print =.=
cos bf is so vein with his new eyes =.=
but well far east has NO NEO PRINT SHOP!! NONE!!!
so we had his fav chicken culet rice there and head down to cine -.-

Next stop is THE CATHAY to watch 4bia and the effect scare the shit out of us serious..

is the sound effect and those shock scene i wld say.. that make us jump! lolx...
after that we took a train back home~ eeeps otw to mrt station there is FIRE WORKS!!!! so nice!!

till now for about half an hour bf still trying to take out his lense =.= wtf~

i blog half way go take out my lense finish blogging he still not done with even 1 eye~ zzz

XII™

8/23/2008 12:17:00 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

I realise i always blog during midnight lol..
ok right for thur nothing much.
Went with dad to hospital.
Fetch him there, and he decided that we hang our helmet on the bike seats there.
Dame!! when we were out after he did a scan OMG LA RAIN!!!!!!!!
Helmet got drench nvm lol when we take out our helmet as tho we had our hair washed -.-
But is funny la i think when i riding the water from my helmet keep flying to my dad face XD
Is kinda special feeling i am fetching dad cos he is the one fetching me all the time.
I realise dad is dame light. or maybe my feet growing stronger.. lolx.

ok BF came my house for dinner and he doze off once again after that, well felt bad shouting at him cos i keep waking him up till i so piss off sorry bf but well WAKE UP LA!! is like i need to do this all the time lmao.. k k nvm my bad..

well was on msn with BF he told me bout some Nosy Parker that saw my nick and kinda tease him about it or joke about it. well for all i think, times are already bad and sour in between me and bf these days is not very nice to bring this up again as he is still very depress. If YOU are really concern dont bother asking about anything..

Ok well according to the previous post about the sexy lady =.= i got msn boom. . .
omg well i can say they have no idea who is it!!
LOOK AT THE DAME ARMS!!!!!!!!!PEOPLE LOOK AT THE ARM!!!

ps: i am counting Regina on future job =x lol

Good luck for badminton competition to We will graduated together & Ping!!

XII™

8/22/2008 01:01:00 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Bear Name: Purity
Date Given: 18th Aug 2008
Clothes on: 21st Aug 2008

The picture below contain some gross scene, people with heart problem please beware!!!

Bear is given by the lovely lady in the pic lmao.. you guess who la..
Recently i have a new GF so yea here she is...
SHes bringing sexy back~~ yUck!
SHes gonna give you heart attack!
Lmao!

ok well short day.. overdoes on medicine and didnt went sun tanning with yi ling sorry arh..
lol well other then that in the evening meet up with BF to get his photo frame and develope pics..

XII™

8/21/2008 12:44:00 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Boring day..
ok well stayed at home and skip shopping cos i am lazy =x

Took medicine and slept till 4.13am and my fucking flu has been on for like god darn long..
Smsing yi ling and bf jus now..
Bf called and chat for awhile and now i am still smsing yi ling..

Lmao still planning and hoping for good weather later on so we can tan =.=
was deciding on swimming or baking under sun..
well bev and i check weather for tml well will be cloudy tho..
so. . SEE HOW LA..

Still smsing yi ling now and is freaking funny i am laughing.
sms goes like tml how? what we wear if we swim?
so i kinda typo error in the sms saying oh top i wear my swimsuit bottox i wear tights.
so yi ling ask me whats bottox?
lmao and me of cos i nvr realise i typo so go on by explaining to her in detail what bottox is and i ask her why she needs it.
then next she reply "you mean u inject bottox? ya i need to use bottox leh i look old"
then i reply " oh nono i mean you need ah. haha bottox not perm you got to inject every 1yr. you look old meh? pls lo."
yi ling says "haha ya. everyone says i lok old, u gt use ah. why you mention about bottox ah?"

omfg la at this point of time i am in a confusion state lol cos she told me she had wine earlier on so i thought she seh.. ROFL so i forward her the sms on she ask about what is bottox and still suan her say she seh la ask her go slp..
then she forward me back bout the sms i typo =.= bottom typo as bottox lmao kns i tio suan by her back shit man.. then i check back my sent item i as laughing like an idiot..

ai ya dame la. . .bth i think now i still luffing..
ok signing out at 5.14 am hopefully i can wake up..

I miss Bf.. He have been coming to my house past two days for dinner and fell asleep till he takes the last bus home for last 2 days.. LoLx i understand working is tired.. but I AM BOREDDDDD lolx..

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Edited bf's blog as he screwed it up long long time ago =x
Cant stand the messy blog so i tidy it up ~
BF please let me know the errors and see if are able to hear your song =)

Yaawwwwnnnnn....

XII™

8/20/2008 06:42:00 AM

Monday, August 18, 2008

Freedom is how i feel for this picture..

Disappointment is beyond words can describe.

10.56am Mr Clarence Kobain Donavan Ang gave me a MORNING CALL!!

well of cos telling me bout his mom nagging him and stuff.

The highlight of the call makes my blood boil..

Dar: You really dun wan people to know you with me?

Me: Why?

Dar: your friendster all your solo pic and your frens pic dont have ours.

Me: =.= i will upload later..

Dar: I dunno who spread about us in the office, now everyone know we quarrel.

Me: ... i dunno

Dar: Maybe someone see your friendster la.

Me: knn push all the blames to me again.

Dar: nono thats not what i meant. . . . .

Me: (cut in before he finish) wtf u log in my msn and told all my frens we quarrel. you fucking log in to my msn and i have to explain to everyone what happen cos u mislead them into your LIES. you told them i angry and ran away from house just because of a pic!

well i will not go further but this small convo builds up a strong resentment against him!!

Till today you are still blaming me on every single things. omfg..

You company people how they know? how the fuck i know!!

In the first place why you so bother? Ego prob again?

Then what about MINE!!!!!

YOU LOG IN TO MY MSN AND MSG ALL THOSE THAT ARE ONLINE FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!!

TELLING THEM NOTHING BUT THE LIES!!!

TELLING THEM BECAUSE OF A PIC I RAN FROM HOME!!! OH PLEASE!!!!!!!!

When i feel like giving u your Last Chance to go on..

You convince me by letting go of this chance simply by yr actions..

My sun tanning is a "big issue" to you right. Even tho you keep on mentioning that it meant nothing to you but every single day when i mention about you making me piss off and stuff like that. the thing you reply me is.. " I already give you freedom ma! i let you go sun tanning with your friends i also keep quiet!"

WTF when you quit talking bout this simple sun tan thing, that is when u dont bother!!

XII™

8/18/2008 01:23:00 PM

Edited the post abit cos now then i have time to upload the pic for sat..

When to shop for dar's D&D costume =.= rofl this is the pair of heels i think i CMI on..

well god bless i dont fall..

bought a dress as well and dar bought his clothes as well ehy no pic currently lol..

The one on top is taken long long ago around September 20, 2006
We pass by our favourite grafitti wall again XD well this time round the drawing had change..
ROar!!

As usual Sunday Sunday is my drumming course day...
Went to PS in Cab well lesson is fine.
Clar cant get the base beat right cos he cant coordinate leg and and hands together. LoLx!!

End of lesson went to stroll at orchard and went to borders to see books.
Well thanks for the invite from hwee ying and family to catc the movie, but we never go lolx..
ok so here it is on bus 65 going hm..

XII™

8/18/2008 12:20:00 AM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

OkOk... Track back to Friday XD XD
First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BEV!!!!!!!!

then we
Let the pic do the talking =p

BanG!!!! We are down at Siloso beach Cafe Delmar if i nvr spell wrongly =x Kick start of a Bday celebration for SPorts Lady? SUN TANNING!!!!

Tanning session beginssss.. but of cos pic first before we look like dirt during tanning..

Oh yes the "hat lady" is our star of today.. lol bev the bday girl..

Ok Here is attendance for that day at NYDC starting from the top row:

Jerevin (back up), Sherman (brother), Bev (bird day girl), Hui Ping (hua ping =x )

Bottom row we have:

Clarence(bf) & Me of cos, Jessica (we will graduate together), Li Min (National), Yi Ling (my gf =x chio anot =p)

ok here is Diva queen and me =p

My Lovely ladies..

WE WILL GRADUATE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!

Well thanks to BF for this photo shoot of my "gang" lolx..

HUAT AH!!! =x
May we all graduate together and get a HUAT HUAT result on the coming exam.

XII™

8/17/2008 11:08:00 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Chance

Such a benevolent lovely word that most people hope to be given when they make mistake.

You told me to issue you a Yellow ribbon on may to forgive you..
But now at the very moment you destory the yellow ribbon i once held on my hand..

now you ask for a pink one =.= (i have no idea why a pink, as pink is for breast cancer)
Well even i give you a whole rainbow colour of ribbons will you ever change?

As of what i remember the yellow ribbon you mention was not the first ribbon i ever held..
So whats the point of the ribbon theory? For me to hold, For you to destroy?

When you ask for a chance.. i give it to you and always listen to what have you got to explain.

I rememberd you told me to give you the last chance during May this year i had given and you told me it will be THE LAST CHANCE or else i could feel free to leave, no matter what the lie is about.

And so the day come where the last chance was used up but u beg for another LAST CHANCE? so whats your defination of LAST CHANCE? I guess i didnt BOLD my last chance and italic it too much till you dont appriaciated the true value of LAST CHANCE..

XII™

8/12/2008 02:08:00 AM

Monday, August 11, 2008

Well this blog entry is to reply to Clarence Ang..
I read your blog to be fair to you, since you asked me to read your blog.

Taken from your blog

1. Clar’s Blog “It was a saturday, dar decided to come to my house to eat, everything was well at first and in the end disasters happened. Dar went to check my room, and seriously i dun use the drawer so often and i really havent open it for a long time already.”

Von Says: Well dude I didn’t check your room, my six sense tells me to open the drawer!

2. But dar saw my old picture with my ex-slut. She say that in the drawer have my pink psp inside and means it wasnt that long that i last open the cupboard. (Well i checked with my mum it was her who put the stuff inside while packing for me -- she got scolded badly by me)

Von Says: Come on dude is with your pink psp that u often use. Your photosss is on top of the messy stuff at the bottom with your marriage certificate in the drawer as well!! Further more is your WIFE picture we are talking about not so ex-slut or ex-gf like u claim. Scold your mom still dare to say =.= please la respect can..

3. I dont even get angry when i keep finding dar's ex pic all over her place 1 by 1 keep coming out. Is it fair to me ?

Von Says: Please lo when u saw I tear and cut away the pictures and at least mine is found in some deserted area or the pic is stuck somewhere in between things that I overlook and not FRAME UP NICELY like yours.

4. This was the highway that i just wanted to jump down and hope that i will get bang by on coming cars or trucks. I wanted to hear dar for the last time. I am reali so sad. I think nothing else except her. But she dun even bother about me. I was about to jump when i started thinking again. Is it worth it to die ? You will cry for me for months or 1 year ? I guess i will be forgotten later on. So i continue walking on and on hoping that i can find dar at her usual place she will go when she is angry.

Von Says: Everytime we quarrel this is the same trick you use everytime so I will be like a little doggy wagging my tail running back to you. HAHAHA did not work this time! and NO I WONT forget you cos you are the only one that i have forgiven too much..

5. Again i took a cab to ask him drive around pasir ris but once i see the meter going higher i ask him to stop me cause my cash was totally dryed up by the cabs i took. I walked everywhere till i got lost again i reach a place in the park where there is a horse stable. I keep walking around but just couldnt get out of the same place.(7th month ?) Until i saw a cyclist pass by i just followed the angle he went too and i manged to find my way out. By the time was already 12 plus. I jog back feeling faint to tampines and waited dar under her block to wait for her return. Waited and waited but hopes seems dissapointing. Waited and smoked like 2 packs already.

Von Says: please tally the two sentence I bold. No money then got money buy ciggy..

6. I reali went through the trouble to find dar why cant she even let me just know that she is at friends house ? why does she like making me like a fool when i love her so fucking much ?

Von says: if you sms me “IF your are enjoying yourself while I am looking for you just let me know” Do you think after your sms I feel like replying? Are you even bothered about my safety or am I at some guys house like u claim in other smses.

7. I tried finding for sharp penknife which dar have but couldnt find. So i took the big scissors to force and cut me as hard as possible. i kept cutting and cutting and cutting. How i wished at this point of time i got a reali reali sharp blade so many i could bleed to death. But then i stopped. I was thinking again, all the pain i am going through and the pain from the cuts is for me only. Does dar feel pain ? I dunno, so i stopped.

Von Says: my scar still can be seen from its last cut cause I uses a penknife. So what? I don’t feel your pain that time but still I did it. If you wanna do something don’t bloody push the blame on me. Cut at your own will not for me to feel.

8. With empty stomach and high fever which i must have gotten as i was walking in the rain all the while during the night looking for dar, i decided to call clayton to accompany me cycling to search for dar in whole tampines and pasir ris estate as he knows the area very well so i wont get lost again.

Von Ans: high fever? You went cycling ? you told me you don’t even have energy to move on sms!!! Are you lying so to see me? Please tally as well..

9. And when hwee ying called me ask me to go for dinner with von i told her my situation and said that maybe i can just go get a drink as since i am so near her house. Hwee ying reali was so concerned for me. Thanks a lot. She gave me and clayton godzilla pau but i just took a small quarter and gave clayton the bigger portion as i reali couldnt eat when i swallow my stomach hurts so much. She even cooked fish head noodles for me and clayton but i didnt eat the noodles and gave clayton my share. He managed to eat 2 big bowls after eating all the godzilla pau and a ice cream.

Von says: You called her up or else on Sunday she would not have ask me go to her house as we have a lot of left over food after my grandpa prayers in the afternoon. Well as from what I had from you in sms is you have not eaten for 2days and beg me to see you further more today bout 12 + I double confirm again on msn for like 4 times u said u have not eaten ANYTHING =.= somemore i verify this with claypot he said u eaten!

Here is how the msn chat goes today in the afternoon 11Aug 2008

Loser says:
HAVE U EATEN?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
no never eat
Loser says:
go eat first
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
dun want lah
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
no time i reali no mood to eat until i settle everything with u
Loser says:
u nvr eat for 2 days right
Loser says:
?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
how u knopw ?
Loser says:
u smsed me u idiot
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
oh yah
Loser says:
unless is nt u
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
its me
Loser says:
so did u or not eat ?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
ur mum knows she keep ask me eat i never
Loser says:
aww
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i dun even have money to eat le by the way
Loser says:
icic ok
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i that day spend all on taxi looking for u
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i was lost
Loser says:
so u nvr eat for the past 2 dayS?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
nope

conclusion? You no money but got $$ buy ciggy? you never eat and in blog u say u did?

10. Clayton brought me to a few different spots i never been b4. And i decided to take pictures with clayton at every spot we go.

Von Says: wow photo taking… well done. Sad ? Fever? Sick? Wtf

11. *Special thanks to clayton who accompany me when i am so down.
*Special thanks to hwee ying who was so concern and cook us meal but sorry hwee ying i reali couldnt eat my stomach was very very pain even when i swallow water.

Von says: how I wish there are special thanks to me at times..
- when you are hungry in the middle of the night who buy food for you? ME.
- When you got beaten up by people who chiong cab down to pick u? Me.
- When you want to meet me midnight before you go hong kong for holiday I went to meet you and you simply make me wait frm 2+ to 4+am and told me you cant come down cause you quarrel with your mom =.=
- Who will share money with you when you were broke?
- Many many more.. u want me to list more I list down in the next entry…

What more can you do? Logging in to my msn is ok, asking my friends to call me by LOGGING IN to my msn is ok.. WTF you SAVED THE HOTMAIL ADDRESS AND ADD IN YOUR OWN HOTMAIL AND TYPE IN YOUR HP TO STORE!!! WTF!!!
you lied about saying hwee ying ask you to go over for bbq, you said she cant find me thats why she called you..

when we met u keep saying you have gastric so i bring you to long john silver to eat and ordered yr favourtie shirmp and i given you more then 10 chance to confess that you lie to me but u kept saying no is true she ask you over for BBQ. i given u chance didnt i?

upon calling to verify after eating our lunch, i put you on earpiece with me hearing your convo with hwee ying cos u wanna convince me.. i found out that you called her to make up a story with me but somehow didnt coordinate properly. and that is when you CONFESS YOU LIED!!!

remember what you told me the previous time you lied? you say NO MATTER WHAT YOU LIED NEXT i am free to leave you....

And thanks for calling my attachment company and make me having to explain the craps u did.. i already left the company u still call for what!!

And nw you sms to blame me saying i am cruel =) thanks dude... i fully understand what love is...

XII™

8/11/2008 07:38:00 PM