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Monday, August 11, 2008

Well this blog entry is to reply to Clarence Ang..
I read your blog to be fair to you, since you asked me to read your blog.

Taken from your blog

1. Clar’s Blog “It was a saturday, dar decided to come to my house to eat, everything was well at first and in the end disasters happened. Dar went to check my room, and seriously i dun use the drawer so often and i really havent open it for a long time already.”

Von Says: Well dude I didn’t check your room, my six sense tells me to open the drawer!

2. But dar saw my old picture with my ex-slut. She say that in the drawer have my pink psp inside and means it wasnt that long that i last open the cupboard. (Well i checked with my mum it was her who put the stuff inside while packing for me -- she got scolded badly by me)

Von Says: Come on dude is with your pink psp that u often use. Your photosss is on top of the messy stuff at the bottom with your marriage certificate in the drawer as well!! Further more is your WIFE picture we are talking about not so ex-slut or ex-gf like u claim. Scold your mom still dare to say =.= please la respect can..

3. I dont even get angry when i keep finding dar's ex pic all over her place 1 by 1 keep coming out. Is it fair to me ?

Von Says: Please lo when u saw I tear and cut away the pictures and at least mine is found in some deserted area or the pic is stuck somewhere in between things that I overlook and not FRAME UP NICELY like yours.

4. This was the highway that i just wanted to jump down and hope that i will get bang by on coming cars or trucks. I wanted to hear dar for the last time. I am reali so sad. I think nothing else except her. But she dun even bother about me. I was about to jump when i started thinking again. Is it worth it to die ? You will cry for me for months or 1 year ? I guess i will be forgotten later on. So i continue walking on and on hoping that i can find dar at her usual place she will go when she is angry.

Von Says: Everytime we quarrel this is the same trick you use everytime so I will be like a little doggy wagging my tail running back to you. HAHAHA did not work this time! and NO I WONT forget you cos you are the only one that i have forgiven too much..

5. Again i took a cab to ask him drive around pasir ris but once i see the meter going higher i ask him to stop me cause my cash was totally dryed up by the cabs i took. I walked everywhere till i got lost again i reach a place in the park where there is a horse stable. I keep walking around but just couldnt get out of the same place.(7th month ?) Until i saw a cyclist pass by i just followed the angle he went too and i manged to find my way out. By the time was already 12 plus. I jog back feeling faint to tampines and waited dar under her block to wait for her return. Waited and waited but hopes seems dissapointing. Waited and smoked like 2 packs already.

Von Says: please tally the two sentence I bold. No money then got money buy ciggy..

6. I reali went through the trouble to find dar why cant she even let me just know that she is at friends house ? why does she like making me like a fool when i love her so fucking much ?

Von says: if you sms me “IF your are enjoying yourself while I am looking for you just let me know” Do you think after your sms I feel like replying? Are you even bothered about my safety or am I at some guys house like u claim in other smses.

7. I tried finding for sharp penknife which dar have but couldnt find. So i took the big scissors to force and cut me as hard as possible. i kept cutting and cutting and cutting. How i wished at this point of time i got a reali reali sharp blade so many i could bleed to death. But then i stopped. I was thinking again, all the pain i am going through and the pain from the cuts is for me only. Does dar feel pain ? I dunno, so i stopped.

Von Says: my scar still can be seen from its last cut cause I uses a penknife. So what? I don’t feel your pain that time but still I did it. If you wanna do something don’t bloody push the blame on me. Cut at your own will not for me to feel.

8. With empty stomach and high fever which i must have gotten as i was walking in the rain all the while during the night looking for dar, i decided to call clayton to accompany me cycling to search for dar in whole tampines and pasir ris estate as he knows the area very well so i wont get lost again.

Von Ans: high fever? You went cycling ? you told me you don’t even have energy to move on sms!!! Are you lying so to see me? Please tally as well..

9. And when hwee ying called me ask me to go for dinner with von i told her my situation and said that maybe i can just go get a drink as since i am so near her house. Hwee ying reali was so concerned for me. Thanks a lot. She gave me and clayton godzilla pau but i just took a small quarter and gave clayton the bigger portion as i reali couldnt eat when i swallow my stomach hurts so much. She even cooked fish head noodles for me and clayton but i didnt eat the noodles and gave clayton my share. He managed to eat 2 big bowls after eating all the godzilla pau and a ice cream.

Von says: You called her up or else on Sunday she would not have ask me go to her house as we have a lot of left over food after my grandpa prayers in the afternoon. Well as from what I had from you in sms is you have not eaten for 2days and beg me to see you further more today bout 12 + I double confirm again on msn for like 4 times u said u have not eaten ANYTHING =.= somemore i verify this with claypot he said u eaten!

Here is how the msn chat goes today in the afternoon 11Aug 2008

Loser says:
HAVE U EATEN?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
no never eat
Loser says:
go eat first
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
dun want lah
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
no time i reali no mood to eat until i settle everything with u
Loser says:
u nvr eat for 2 days right
Loser says:
?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
how u knopw ?
Loser says:
u smsed me u idiot
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
oh yah
Loser says:
unless is nt u
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
its me
Loser says:
so did u or not eat ?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
ur mum knows she keep ask me eat i never
Loser says:
aww
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i dun even have money to eat le by the way
Loser says:
icic ok
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i that day spend all on taxi looking for u
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
i was lost
Loser says:
so u nvr eat for the past 2 dayS?
.Clarence• ❤ •Devon. two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one says:
nope

conclusion? You no money but got $$ buy ciggy? you never eat and in blog u say u did?

10. Clayton brought me to a few different spots i never been b4. And i decided to take pictures with clayton at every spot we go.

Von Says: wow photo taking… well done. Sad ? Fever? Sick? Wtf

11. *Special thanks to clayton who accompany me when i am so down.
*Special thanks to hwee ying who was so concern and cook us meal but sorry hwee ying i reali couldnt eat my stomach was very very pain even when i swallow water.

Von says: how I wish there are special thanks to me at times..
- when you are hungry in the middle of the night who buy food for you? ME.
- When you got beaten up by people who chiong cab down to pick u? Me.
- When you want to meet me midnight before you go hong kong for holiday I went to meet you and you simply make me wait frm 2+ to 4+am and told me you cant come down cause you quarrel with your mom =.=
- Who will share money with you when you were broke?
- Many many more.. u want me to list more I list down in the next entry…

What more can you do? Logging in to my msn is ok, asking my friends to call me by LOGGING IN to my msn is ok.. WTF you SAVED THE HOTMAIL ADDRESS AND ADD IN YOUR OWN HOTMAIL AND TYPE IN YOUR HP TO STORE!!! WTF!!!
you lied about saying hwee ying ask you to go over for bbq, you said she cant find me thats why she called you..

when we met u keep saying you have gastric so i bring you to long john silver to eat and ordered yr favourtie shirmp and i given you more then 10 chance to confess that you lie to me but u kept saying no is true she ask you over for BBQ. i given u chance didnt i?

upon calling to verify after eating our lunch, i put you on earpiece with me hearing your convo with hwee ying cos u wanna convince me.. i found out that you called her to make up a story with me but somehow didnt coordinate properly. and that is when you CONFESS YOU LIED!!!

remember what you told me the previous time you lied? you say NO MATTER WHAT YOU LIED NEXT i am free to leave you....

And thanks for calling my attachment company and make me having to explain the craps u did.. i already left the company u still call for what!!

And nw you sms to blame me saying i am cruel =) thanks dude... i fully understand what love is...

XII™

8/11/2008 07:38:00 PM