Can I leave the past behind and start life anew?
Memories with you are filled with black and white with no trace of colourful happiness..
Here I am once again back to square one =.=
I dread this feeling, 12th we will be 2 years and yet....
I found out the ugly truth at the most recent days..
You tried to break up my friendship with my friends when they help you to lie to me, by saying is their fault that they want to make us quarrel. but the fact is you polt and ask them to lie with you..
Added my girl-friends on msn and said they added you.. Make me turn over with my sis when shit happens.. then for all i know is you added them.. Flirt around on msn message my friends 'can i be friend with you' and told me is your cousin.. excuse me i am already your gf at that time wtf! when my real life guys frens or my bothers add me on friendster u make a big hoo ha over it and now what have you done?
You went Hong Kong with your wife and said you went alone to attend a wedding which is what i found out yesterday. Remember the day i waited for 2hours at 1am to 3+am downstair your house as you wanted to see me before u depart from singapore? and all you did is mia me and did not came down and not even a text sms till later.. Thats why you went mia in hong kong right!!! till my godsis clarrisa have to text you!!!
Last chance? Confession?
you said i am cruel...
but.. look at what you done.. the ones that i mention is only what i found out like within this week..
how much more do i need to find out?
how much more lies had you made?
how much things you had not confess?
I cant trust you anymore... is too much lies.. just look back at our r.s things you lied have always had things to do with girls..
Now you have your freedom and you are divorce..
I wish you the best..
YEs i said if you confess i will forgive you..
but the hong kong trip i knew it long ago.. ever since 1year + ago u went hong kong i had been asking u if SHE go as well you said no.. untill yesterday i said i will show u the wedding pic with you and HER in it.. then you admit to it..
so define confession? i dont think you confess but admit to what you cant hide anymore..
so i didnt break my promise that i will forgive...
I hope after you read this, is time for you to let me go..
We will just be normal friends rather then couple..
I hate having to find out what happens all the time..
yes past is past but the past is when we are together and within our short r.s of 1year+ not even 2yrs r.s...
honey moon season? nope, i had been suffering hell..
''thanks for everything''
XII™ 
9/09/2008 02:29:00 PM
