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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Da jie

Er Jie

Woot!! is been soooo long ever since i last met them out together... this feels so much like 2 years ago lol... I sld say is some pain killer to ease my pain jus by being with them lolx. . . well alot of pic is still with er jie as her phone was flat =.= and she is holding the most poweful cam so well waiting and yea I AM WAITING AND WILL GUANT HER for the pic we 3 took together..

well first of all we went to blk 820 to eat.. well wanton mee for me and da jie and er jie eat dim sum =p well as usual i cant finish my food dammit.. ok to calculate is been like 9days i ever poo poo so i am filled with toxic i my body =.=

well we then head to air port for cake as da jie is craving for CAKE lol so we went coffee bean and good for us there is sofa seats XD lol i am too bloated by food that i cant even drink so i was offered honey stick!! lol my first time eating its like sour apple flavour i guess.. well is nice and i kinda wanna get somemore next time when i am out shopping =p then chit chat and taking picssss..

the hotel in airport XD

lol ok and here we are as er jie say we must find an Auspicious place to take the pic of the 3 of us tgt =.= so here we are... and yea I WILL BE WAITING FOR THE PIC!!! lmao..

oh well for all good things come to an end and hell begins at home =.= my dad was super piss off as i was like screaming over the phone with clarence as i am super unhappy.. i tired to put up a smile and happy mood when i am out with my sis and he is flooding me with all his smses..

dude all the sms u say i fucking hurt you by going out?!?!? i hurt u when i didnt tell you who i am with?!?!? omg do i even have to report to u who i am out with and where i go??? do i?? when we are already in this status?? you already went out enjoying yourself and when i got home u are still enjoying yourself outside... when i dont bother why sld u??

you came by my house and my dad wasnt please.. well trust me he wld have wack u if i never stop him seriously... he knows i am unhappy and his health is already not good these days.. pls u already did so much to me pls leave my parents alone...

i calm my dad down and asked u to the room to speak to u.. i hope things are all sort out.. you wanna wait i can force a knife on your throat saying you cant.. you asked me if i wld give u a chance in future i cant even ans ur que as i dont even know how long will i live to see the sun.. I bet you know my health condition?

all i can say is, i do belief everyone can change.. you dont need to be my bf to prove it.. you can always prove to me as a friend.. at least if u fain this time round i wun be hurt as much as u are my bf... i aready given u alot of chances and 2 last chance? so what now some final chance?? if you will change, you will.. so dont threat me by taking drug, just because i cant ans your que of weather we will have the chance to be tgt in future..

I REALLY DONT KNOW... all i know is.. if i cld predict something so well.. i wld rather we not start.. I know is painful for you... but do you know how painful is it for me as well to uncover every single lie of yours?

XII™

9/14/2008 03:42:00 AM