Monday, September 29, 2008
I have not blog for long but each time i blog why must it be violent or extravagant?!
I tolerate, i hold on and bite my teeth against each other till my gums turn blue....
It sucks and I have said a million times, you are fucking weird..
Is it so hard for you to do things right?
Pls spell the darn word "secure" and do u truely understand this fucking word?
I guess the whole idea of your secure is to tie a person up by the hands and leg rather then showing the other person in your r.s that you are someone she can depend on with no doubts..
I fucking hate it for fuckup 2 years i am still guessing what i put myself onto..
Is a stage for 2 but i am handling all the press and you are under the lime light looking holy?!
You appear like you're the most pitiful and most harmless creature on this god dame world to everyone and let me handle situation from you friends which you given them fuck up info about me?! when i kept quiet about u to the press you trash me down like some lowlife garbage..
(simple eg. you told all your fren fuck up lies u made up and they came after me asking about us when i simply swallow the whole god dame situation u stab upon me!)
FOR THIS DARN 2 YEARS !!! i am still trying to know you...
to me you are more then a friend but as well as a stranger whom i am afraid of what lies behind your mask..
I have the "danger lurks within you" kinda feeling..
Guess I wont go into detail on what kinda weird thingssssss you have done, I sincerly hope you still remember! I am not like you who speard some fuck up info around and let your fans chase after me asking why i did this and that when things are so twisted by the way u tell them.. All the good things of yours and all the shit i did.. does that truely make u a holy man???
Status *tired* I feel the last bit of air drain out from my lungs..
XII™ 
9/29/2008 10:15:00 AM
